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lost_angel
lost_angel
An Innie, not an Outie.
I've been increasing irritated with certain friends for the last couple of weeks. One person will say something and I'll be disgusted and angry for a few days. And I won't know why I'm angry, or if I do know, it is for admittedly petty reasons.

And it just hit me today why. It's because I'm mad at myself.

But I've been good. I bet I didn't change my outward behavior at all.

So I guess that's good; I'm good at lying and pretending not to lie.

Like the star of a film noir postcard...

music: "I'm sorry that I left you with your questions all alone..."

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frolicswllamas From: frolicswllamas Date: October 13th, 2005 09:17 pm (UTC) (link)
Now I'm afraid I've said things that made you mad or annoyed you. If I have, I apologize.
lost_angel From: lost_angel Date: October 14th, 2005 03:53 am (UTC) (link)
It's because I'm mad at myself.

You shouldn't worry, because if I was mad, I know that it's only misdirected anger at myself.

So don't worry, please. I didn't mean to make you self-conscious.
gsan From: gsan Date: October 14th, 2005 05:54 am (UTC) (link)
I put full faith and confidence in your ability to tell me when I'm pissing you off, so I'm not too worried. ;)

Do hope it gets better.
From: gothicbeauty21 Date: October 14th, 2005 04:59 pm (UTC) (link)
*hugs*
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