I've been the monster I've always hated for the past few weeks. My life has fallen in on itself. Things are absolutely great with Matt, with roommates, and with friends, but not with me and my classes, work, and daily life. I've slipped back into being the undisciplined, lazy, scared, and uninspired bum I've hated.
I'm trying to pick up the pieces now.
We'll get back to our regularly scheduled lost angel soon.