December 29th, 2005

the torch-ginger

Moving

For those of you we haven't told, we're moving.

Jimmy is itching to buy a house and ditch the stigma that comes with living in a trailer park.

We, er, Jimmy owns the trailer we live in, but we rent the lot. So we're moving out of this place so we can fix the few dings it's weathered the past few years and sell it. Then we can (hopefully) use that money as the down payment on a brick and mortar house.

In the meantime, we'll be sharing haabda's rental home with alcamar. It works out well for everyone since alcamar needed a roommate, haabda needed renters he could trust, and we needed a place that was comparable in size and rent per month.

Things will be a little tight for a while, both in terms and space and money. But we're excited. I'll share with all of you our new address and telephone number when we get to that point.

And if anyone knows someone who wants to buy a nice, ten-year-old trailer (yeah right), please put them in touch with us. It's one of the nicest and cheapest places to live in Oxford and it has served us well (seriously).
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Cleaning Off the Bookshelves - Weathering a Nuclear Holocaust with your Literature

I started to clean off the bookshelves today, separating books into rubber bins for the storage unit and a few to take with me to the new house.

I have developed a sense of pride for my personal library. In addition to a choice smattering of many fiction and nonfiction genres, I have textbooks, some antiquated, some still relevant, ranging from constitutional law to java programming to calculus to Asian philosophy.

I often catch myself wondering how valuable my library might prove to be after a society-shattering apocalypse. My books could be used to pass on to future generations a shred of the collective education their long-dead ancestors possessed.

But when looking at dozens of books and notes I haven't cracked since I was enrolled in the class, I realize how silly it is to base your life on very remote doomsday predictions (despite how often they creep into your rationale).

So instead of hanging on to box-loads of untouched, dust-collecting textbooks, I think I'm finally ready to get rid of them. But so far, none of them have made it into the trash pile. The archivist in me clutches to the idea that they may one day be useful, or perhaps just interesting, to understand the paradigms of this era by seeing how we observed and explained our the things that happen in our world.

I also thought I'd finally be able to let go of the acceptance letter and scholarship award package from George Washington University when I applied during my senior year of high school (1997). Fewer than 10% were accepted that year, and I'd gotten into the Honors Program with a presidential scholarship. But even with the scholarship and loans, I still couldn't get quite enough money to go. I don't linger much on the ways my life might be different now if I'd gone to GW instead of Ole Miss, if I'd begged my Dad's family to help me make up that last $10,000 per year for living expenses to be able to go. I'm sure there are dozens of alternative realities already formed from that one splintering decision.

International relations was the only reason to go to GW anyway; it had a competitive, dedicated foreign affairs school and sat in the heart of Washington D.C. I was able to study international studies at Ole Miss anyway. I wonder if I'd actually worked hard enough to become fully involved in the foreign service or international law, that that I'd still enjoy the subject matter. But I got turned off by the idea of living in an impersonal big city large enough to offer such a job. A slow and steady demoralization of my interest left me smacking for something else.

That bold navy blue George Washington University folder with embossed gold lettering was poised over the trash can twice tonight, its potential energy yearning for me to open my fingers and let it slip. And yet there it sits on the bookshelf, because I like to be reminded that I was once, and still am, very special.