Stronger and harder than a bad girl's dream. (lost_angel) wrote,
Stronger and harder than a bad girl's dream.

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Accepting defeat and moving on...

The weight (and wait) is gone. I've finished one out of three papers that needed to be completed from last years classes. I have opted not to do the other two, thus failing one of my four classes. But I did manage to finish the other class that I had taken an extension on. Now, if I can just swallow the F, I can move one to this semester and hopefully graduate in August. I'm not proud of myself for taking the F in one of those classes. I know that if I had just not put it off and run away from it for so long, I could have gotten an A out of the class. I don't like, I never will, but it's done and I feel somewhat better. The class that I really needed to graduate is completed and over and the only thing I have to worry about is the disappointment of my mother, teachers and future problems with getting into grad school. But I deserve it. I am not proud of it, but I will accept it and move on. I am not a lesser person because of the F. I am a lesser person because I didn't have the discipline. I am better now. I will only move forward. The first step is now...

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